I definitely need an advice.......

life get changed quickly , i heard it out somewhere but now i'm facing it .
i'm too far from my handwork ……… whats wrong with me ,i'm just not getting it.
now i consider my life a mess , my own creation.
i am the cause of my own problems , then how can i be the solution for each of them?
On simple words , " i just wasted my iii sem "
#fuckuRSS #fuckuSKS #fuckuOPS #fuckuMK…….#FUCKME!!!!!!

Noooo!!!!! not again …...

Don't know how to express myself ….. what i am feeling right now , gonna make me produce some words which even can not be find in oxford or encyclopaedia …..
anger , hatred , cramped , pissed off , soulless , alone , hurt, resultless ,….. jus don't know whats going wrong with me . Damn'' , hope there still some me left inside .

Warzone….!

two back to back electrical's final tests ,
according to dexter my performance should depend only on my own efforts but i need more than that this time ……. everybody around me doin some kinda project under rajput sir , "hell" thats meeeeeeeeehhhhhhh meeeehhhhh feeling…..
save me this time too -> god , m entering the 3rd sem final's war zone! 

Undone …...

sachin retires …….
messi injured ……..
ibrahimovich out of 2014 world cup……..
i scored 12/35 in a zombie xam ………
still think that i can learn Qt………
+ probability of getting home this december is decreasing……..
all are left undone , incomplete and unsatisfied .

Maverick!

This is the time i need to be independent of my thoughts and actions. I just need to have more patience about my start up things(bjarne strostrup's c++ 4th edition). i have my upcoming tests on tuesday and thursday. I also need to start studying the electrical design . For a while i have been thinking to start studying  the html/css and have no clue how to start python and java? ........... life seems to be more complicated as it was earlier . Don't know where'll it take me .... am just doing my "karam"  

sketched my schedule !

Start ......

i need to be straight on this that i completely hate it when my roommates and their friends talks or when they unknowingly and unintentionally starts their kitty party in our room……… they all are un-fucking believable .

i still have that dusherra effect on my mind , it gonna take longer than usual this time coz the last day of dusherra was amazing as i had enjoyed a lot with prakher and kanika.

But this time , my mind's very kinda straight at knowing what it actually needs and which stuffs it needs to grab…….

hope this change of mine will continue like this and remain with me for the longer period of time ………..